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Post by .:Rippledstream:. on Nov 2, 2008 15:15:31 GMT -5
Silentshadow smiled at him "You know," she whispered "Part of my heart always has belonged to you " she breathed, her face very close to his. "But part," she said with a sad sigh "Belongs to Shadestar and I don't know which part is dominant." she mewed, thinking about how nice it would be if the bigger half of her heart was Silentshadow's. If only she knew, they could be mates already! But what if he didn't own her heart? What if it truely belonged to the shadowclan leader?
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Post by xXx.R.i.p.p.l.e.s.t.a.r.xXx on Nov 3, 2008 9:15:46 GMT -5
He sighed," I figured, you know he likes you too... The way he acts around you proves it." He smiled and licked her again, purring.
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Post by .:Rippledstream:. on Nov 3, 2008 19:03:55 GMT -5
Silentshadow sighed "I don't know how to choose" she whispered, her green eyes showing worry and doubt. "What are you willing to do to prouve to me that you are more deserving of my affection then he?" she whispered, her eyes where desprate. In this scenario, she was her own worst enemy.
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Post by xXx.R.i.p.p.l.e.s.t.a.r.xXx on Nov 3, 2008 19:38:28 GMT -5
He smiled," I would fight the whole of Starclan... I would kill my closest friend. The cat that knows me best for you..."
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Post by .:Rippledstream:. on Nov 4, 2008 7:07:10 GMT -5
Silentshadow gasped slightly, surprised at how much the tom would give up to be with her. She enjoyed the idea of being with such a strong tom, one who would always love her the way she would love him. A tom who would father strong, handsom kits. She sighed, she wanted this life so badly. A single tear fell from the darkened half of her face. She didn't know if she wept for Silentshadow or for Shadestar. Part of her just wanted to live for this moment. To just mate with Silentshadow now and be happy forever. But she knew that if she did that maybe Shadestar would be broken hearted always and part of her heart would fall apart with out him. She didn't know what to do, she wouldn't be the first to suggest the idea of mating to either tom, she'd see how things would go.
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Post by xXx.R.i.p.p.l.e.s.t.a.r.xXx on Nov 4, 2008 9:52:17 GMT -5
He smiled and licked ehr softly wrapping his tail around her.
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Post by .:Rippledstream:. on Nov 5, 2008 13:45:46 GMT -5
Silentshadow tried to be brave, not wanting to show her weakness for fear that it would be misread by Silentshadow. She snuggled up closer to him, letting silence surrond them for a moment. She contempted herself with simply listening to his heart beat in time with hers.
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Post by xXx.R.i.p.p.l.e.s.t.a.r.xXx on Nov 5, 2008 15:11:44 GMT -5
He purred and licked ehr nose soothingly," I love you..." He whispered.
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Post by .:Rippledstream:. on Nov 6, 2008 7:07:11 GMT -5
Silentshadow smiled at him, her face showing all the happiness in the world. Deep down, she was bleeding. Her heart was suffering a terrible blow. She realized that she couldn't win, she'd come in first, but she'd be losing something along the way, something she couldn't turn arround and get back if she wanted to stay on top of things. She suddenly made herself a promise, something she would stick to I'll never let go of the heart I broke. Inside she was crying, outside she was smiling, in the end, she'd need to pick which would dominate Silentshadow. She wouldn't lie to either tom, ever. "I love you too" she breathed, her heart, the pieces that had been holding together, shattered, leaving her alone to face the strong emotions that would conquer her life.
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Post by xXx.R.i.p.p.l.e.s.t.a.r.xXx on Nov 6, 2008 7:26:53 GMT -5
Silentshadow purred adn licked ehr cheek gently, moving up to her ear in one long stroke. He laid his tail back over her back and smiled.
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Post by .:Rippledstream:. on Nov 6, 2008 15:50:31 GMT -5
Silentshadow wasn't a cat who was talented with words or expressing herself, she always knew what she meant to say but had no clue if others could understand her message. So in most cases, the tabby said nothing, simply relishing the moments in which she found herself. Normaly her body language said it all, and in this case it was true. For she said very little but her body language percieved what she wanted the tom to know, that she loved him, even though the love she felt for him was, at times, restraint. She sighed, laying her head on her paws, her body curled so that it fit perfectly beside his. He could almost be mistaken for her shadow considering his colour and how he was nearly twice her size in build and stature. She was, with out a doubt, one of the smallest, if not the smallest cat in all of ShadowClan, kits and young apprentices excluded. Her body molded surprisingly well to his in more ways then one. When he was wrapped around her she felt safe, as though nothing could harm her but herself.
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Post by xXx.R.i.p.p.l.e.s.t.a.r.xXx on Nov 7, 2008 7:03:46 GMT -5
He smiled and licked ehr ear gently and soothingly. He repeated the motion purring.
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Post by .:Rippledstream:. on Nov 7, 2008 7:10:35 GMT -5
Silentshadow felt her inside's contort with longing for this handsom, mysterious, yet gentle and caring tom she'd come to love. He had everything she needed for a good life and she wanted it bad. She wanted to belong to him, to seel her heart to his forever. She let out a short cry of pain, not able to contain how she felt completly.
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Post by xXx.R.i.p.p.l.e.s.t.a.r.xXx on Nov 7, 2008 7:17:47 GMT -5
He stopped licking and mewed," What's wrong...?"
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Post by .:Rippledstream:. on Nov 7, 2008 7:22:38 GMT -5
Silentshadow trembled slightly, partly out of embaressement and fear, the other half out of longing. She sighed heavily, trying to calm herself down. Her eyes wouldn't meet his for more then a second but it was enough to display her sorrow and torn affection. "I want us so bad" she whispered "I long to be a part of the bigger picture with you. I want us to be mates. But if we are, I feel as though the part of my heart that belongs to Shadestar will crumple into a heap and leave not nearly enough room for our love to grow." she whispered, unsure of his reaction.
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